Do not forget that your ascension has always been triggered by the depths at which you were willing to sink.
It has never been your job to psycho-analyze your own ascension. It has never been your job to be in control.
In fact, your becoming happens all the smoother when you do not feel in control.
You do not climb the ladder of ascension. You do not will yourself to be enlightened. You sink into what it feels like to be you right now, and you let Love meet you there.
Love can only meet you as deep as you are willing to sink.
It has never been about moving forward. It has never been about getting “there.” It has always been about ever increasing your capacity to be here. To be in your own skin. To experience what it is like to be you, here, in this moment.
There is here. There is no arrival and you are already here.
Where else are you going to be if you’re not here? Where else are you going to find yourself but this present moment?
Self psychoanalysis helps you run away from the present moment. It helps you run away from being you. All under the guise of finding you!
Drop the defense of psychoanalysis. Drop your need to explain away what you are feeling.
Sink into your body.
Sink into this moment.
Trust that how you are experiencing this moment is not wrong. Trust that how you experience life in your own skin has always been enough. It has always been perfect and right.
You do not need to become some ideal version. I do not want some idea version of you. I want you. As you are. Right now.
This is what God is telling you and this is what the people you belong with will tell you.
Love only requires you to be yourself.
Grace is the path back to yourself. And Grace requires nothing of you.
So rest in the grace of this moment. Let grace fill your bones and your heart.
Open up to the voice of Love that says,
“You belong to me. You have always been enough. I have always wanted you, just as you are.”