Dear Future Self

Dear Future Self,

Thanks for being proof that I will make it through this. I’ve been changing a lot lately. I’ve been doing a lot of scary things like communicating directly, setting boundaries, and putting myself out there. I’ve been breaking old patterns and consistently doing things that thriving people do. I am making the transition from surviving to thriving and Parts of me are throwing a fit about it.

But I trust that becoming you is worth it. You are worth the fuss. You are worth doing hard things for.

So I will keep practicing thriving. When I fail, I will begin again. And again. And again. I will not let my fear of failure stop me from becoming you.

I will participate in my life so hard that it breaks my heart. I will let Love give me new eyes.

I will show up day in and day out even if I am awkward as hell. Because I know if I just keep practicing hard things, I will look in the mirror one day and see you.

I commit to not playing small any longer, even if I don’t know what playing big looks like for me yet. I trust that participating in the grace of each day is enough to take me to you.

Thanks again for being the proof I make it through this.

See you on the other side.

Jordin